saturday morning...

going to napa to visit with family, today. grandparents in from tennessee, aunt from portland, or., uncle from san jose, mom from patterson, and sis and family( in napa ). ray joked, last night, watch, we will get a call when we are on our way to napa! so, that's all i could think of, last night, night full of dreams. i wouldn't mind it, at all. i just hope it does happen, soon!

didn't happen, yet.

when we get the... okay, go... we will have 48 hours to make the attempts! any day, any time. so, we still just wait...

forgot to mention...

on monday, i was offered a full time position, at work in dixon! i accepted! so, now instead of driving 35 minutes to work, it will only be 15!!! and full time hours and benifits!!! very happy!

wednesday...first attempt!!!!!!!!!!

m sent me a text last night. she says wednesday we will try our first fertilization attempt! so, less than a week away!!! i am going to sage our houses, rid our living spaces from negative energy. want all positive energy to surround us all. it's happening!!! wouldn't it be absolutely amazing if the first attempt works?!!

we were off on ovulation, couple weeks to go...

as time passes, it seems we are almost forgetting the excitement of this ordeal. once ray and i get the phone call for "delivery needed" it will slap us in the face of the realization of it all. the waiting has drowned some of the excitement, we are just waiting... so, now, ray and i need to get back on track of healthy eating, keeping well hydrated, and taking our vitamins! for my health, and for ray to be ready!(and his health, as well, of course!)

bored...

so bored, i know i should be cleaning and organizing, but instead, i sit here. made a grocery list after making a menu for the next few weeks! been making sugar-free lemonade with ginger, love it!!! took rue for a walk, today, she was well behaved, a first! will walk further, tomorrow! hope everyone is having a good week!

waiting sucks

not knowing if any of this is actually going to work, and waiting for the time to start sucks! the waiting game after the fertilization attempts will be even worse, though! we are so thankful to having m in our lives! she's been special to us, but now, i realize why god wanted her in our lives!

now we still wait...

ray's test results are all good. negative on all. we wait for m. then we wait for ovulation, then it begins! we saw friends with benefits (an advanced screening), it was really cute, i highly recommend seeing it! the mother-in-law moved out! i love her to pieces, but, it's not easy living with in-laws! i'm very happy for her, she is getting married, soon! living in lake county. i wish her the best! a co-worker's daughter is selling raffle tickets for a trip to nationals in arizona for softball. i offered to donate some tupperware and buy two tickets for $10 a piece. selling tupperware allows me to get discounts on product, i ordered a buy one get one free bowl set for over half off. kept one set for personal use, the other to display at potential parties, have had no parties, just catalog sales, so, i give the sets away as wedding gifts or donate to charities for auction or raffle prizes! my co-worker was pleased with the offer! earned a coupon for sales and purchased splenda with fiber samples, thought it would only be a couple, it was two 7.5 oz boxes, and 100 1.0 oz sample packs with save $1 coupons with each! any one want splenda with fiber samples?

waiting sucks...

waiting sucks, knowing that all medical testing has got to be just fine, results should be in. so, hopefully planning the fertilization process will begin very soon! ray and i went to a screening of horrible bosses on tuesday night, it was good, jennifer aniston was awesome, and usually, i cannot stand her! last night we went to a screening of friends with benifits, we absolutely loved it! highly recommend it!

happy 4th of july!

worked, today! holiday pay, i'm happy! had a nice dinner with ray. today was sarah's birthday, my friend for over 28 years! she will be an honorary aunt to the baby! looking forward to the next three days off work!

camping...fun but torture!

we survived, we were camping for just under 24 hours! the best part was arriving home and showering! but, did have a good time with good people! it has been years since i've been camping, think i can wait many years for the next camping adventure! i just hate feeling dirty! happy fourth everyone!

correction.....

i do apologize, ray thinks the potential baby will be a boy.