this month, we all rest.

been neglecting my blog, sorry. b is out of the picture, i guess. so, it is just m, ray & i. m wants to take this month off due to stresses in her life, next month we will begin the trying for a baby, again!
still selling tupperware, now, i'm getting into pampered chef. so, if anyone wants to set a party for either, or both, let me know! i also do catalog sales, fyi.
this whole baby thing has been on the back-burner, it really does seem too good to be true! quite a few people have expressed concerns with legalities of this ordeal, to all of you, don't worry! now is just the fertilization attempts! it may never work! if we are lucky enough to get pregnant, once the child is welcomed into the world, we then will have all the legal aspects reviewed and settled! for now, we try to make a baby! unconventional, so, with a little science, luck, prayer, and dreams, we keep trying! i guess i will now try to change the title of this blog, from 2+2=5 to 1+2=4. let's see if i can figure that out!

another .

she had her . on sunday. bummer.

yesterday and today

yesterday i received a text from m. it's time! so, there were four deliveries, yesterday. today will be a few more!  sorry i haven't posted in a while! since there is so much wait time, i was posting random things, ray said i should stick with the 2+2=5 theme, only. but, you know what?, this is my blog, i'll do it the way i want to!!! so. we will wait two weeks after these deliveries and fertilization attempts for pregnancy test! we will pray, keep our fingers and toes crossed, wish, dream, hope! i am doing all these for my little brother, as well. he's not in a good place, in life. please pray for him.

portuguese tonight, greek tomorrow.

went to amy and dave's to visit with them and my dad, brooke, and julia, and we took rue with us to hang out with bailey! celebrated my dad's birthday, (aug. 24) made portuguese sopa for dinner, it turned out quite delicious! and since amy had surgery on wednesday, she is still recouperating! made them dinner for tomorrow night, greek kounoupithi, greek chicken meatballs, and homemade greek tzatziki. i was really proud, they all tasted fabulous! put some love into that meal. i hope the shein family and dad enjoy it tomorrow! if any one would like the recipes to try, let me know, i will type them up and email them to you! the greek meatball recipe calls for lean ground beef, i got a superb deal on ground chicken, very low fat, was yummy, had to taste and share samples of these new to me recipes, YUM!!! and the tzatziki was made with fresh cucumber, fat free plain yogurt, strained. and fresh dill. fantastic! all super low in fat, super low in sugar/carbs! it's fun to try new things! so, amy, dave, or dad just need to put the meatballs and kouneupithi in the oven, directions written on foil covering, dip the meatballs in the tzatziki, maybe make a quick greek salad, and enjoy! my cousin pia got married, today! YAY! her husband suffered a heart-attack, their plans were to get married next year, but decided to push up the date due to this incident. manny is doing well, goes in for bypass heart surgery, tomorrow, please, anyone who reads this, please say a prayer for them!

"am i right, am i wrong, or am i just dreaming"

from erasure's am i right.
i do feel like this whole having a child thing is just a dream. maybe it really is too good to be true! am i right for feeling this way? am i wrong for having doubts and fears?
been having low sugar episodes, lately. after taking my morning medications. think i'm not eating enough of a meal along with them. i eat throughout the day, but morning, never too hungry till lunch time. i do need to go see the doctor, again, i may need my medication adjusted! which would be wonderful, i started out taking two medications for type 2 diabetes, now i am only on one med. having the dosage reduced is one step closer to not having to rely on medication! i need to get better about testing my blood sugar, some days i completely forget. i had such a good routine going and being really good with the diet, now, i'm just bad. but, my sugars are always under control, if not too low! haven't had high sugars in quite a while! i do need to get back on track!

she had her .

she had her period. no baby. guess we will still keep trying!

wtf? so i may need to change this to 2+1=4?

so. m & b may have called it quits! wtf? this is strange! just found out about this info today! i am kinda shocked! b would still want in on the baby deal, but how so very uncomfortable! i love b. i love m. this really sickens me! bummer. i'm just hoping m is okay. she says she is, but, i worry! if she is pregnant will the stress of this be too much on her? could the stress cause harm on her or/and the baby? if the fertilization attempts were a bust, will this be the end of it? my mind is on hyperspeed!